Joro Podartho

  Ekta sada kagoj,, pen diye kichu hijibiji..jor kore chapiye deya kichu sobdo.. pen hoyto likhte chai ni, kagoj hoyto onno kichu likhte cheyechilo tar buke..tate ki ase jai? tumi na joro podartho..tomar icche bole kichu thakte pare na..
Ami maush, hayan..amar pran ache.. ami sadharon. aasadharon hote pari ni..anek icche chilo akhono kichu beche ache r baki der motoi..
paye hete cholte valobasi.. nijeke valobasi. tobe, nijeke poriborton korte parbona, sei chestao korini. keno korbo.,
onno kichu pawar jonno? sei pawa ta ki na pawar soman na? tate ki lub? nijeke lukiye amar moddhey aro ekta ami toiri korte parbo na.. r jodi adjustment er katha bolo tahole bolbo, adjustment er sathe compromise k guliye feli na. adjustment mon theke mene neya. compromise mon k bendhe rekhe onner icche puron kora..kintu keno korbo..    Ektai to life..keno korbo compromise? keno nijer mon er katha sunbo na.. se ki joro podartho? tar ki icche thakte nei?... se ki sada  kagoj  er  motoi  onner  icche  ta  k  nijer  buke  likhe  rakhbe, sara jibon?

Bullet

Paharer ekta kone , eka pore gachi..sobar theke anek alada. ekhane bonduker guli asbe na bhebechilam.
kintu bhabna ta tar jaigatei chilo. ekhaneo amr dike guli chute aseche.1st guli ta bonduker nol theke kakhon beriyechilo seta jante pari ni, tai nijeke soriye nite parlam na, sudhu guli ta buke na lege ektu opore laglo, beche thakar jonno etuku anek. mukh buje jontrona ta sojjho korlam, na hole je ninde hobe, lokjon gaye thu tu dite to charbe na. amr kache kono astro nei, ami astro babohar sikhi ni. 

ekhon r rokto porche na, guli ta mone hoy thanda rokte kaj korlo na thik thak. asole anek durr theke asechilo to , tai guli tar jor ta kom chilo. ami r ektu agiye gele hoyto bachtam na.. amr songira amai dakche, ami oder kache jete chaichi..kintu ami je nirostro.

ami amr songider sathe, ora amr gulir ghaa ta bujhte dilo na. amio bhule gelam , kintu katodin...amra to 3rd world war er soinik. . ebaro amr hatt e astro nei.. r ami dekhte peyechi. r akta Guli bonduk theke beriye aseche. jar path vul hobe na, nisana amr buk ...na opore na niche,,,,sudhu chokh bondho kore opekhha..

Money - Bag

issss,, akhon ei sobe 18 tarikh..maine pete akono ...bapreee..ki hobe..? samne pujo. ektu ket marte gelei to sob chole jabe..bus er janla diye chokh rekhe dekhi kothao pujo sale dichhe kina, sei ekta jhuri te anek t- shirt.lokjon swimming korche, odik theke bou ta bole uthlo ''are oi ta , oi je pink ta..dhurr ..tomr dara kichu hobe na..dekhle.. oi meye ta tule nilo''   dadar mone porche sei biye korar somoy bou er gold ring khujechilo joler moddhey..seta je practice seta dada janten na.. Bus tao jeno r jete chaiche na.. paser bus tar sathe gaa ghese ghese cholche.r bolche'.''bhai  toder line a ekta rafchik mall nemeche,, sada rong.. mall ta kobe elo re? abr sunchi naki or sathe 212 bus er lot chilo''? oi bus ta bole--'' ki jani bhai, amr to abr ekta head light kharap..ek chokhe r kato dekhbo?''  Abar signal.. nemei porlum..tao sosti nei, sei line vir thele jawa., churi theke buri...sobai ei year er ses fashion ta dekhate rastai neme poreche... husband wife eksathe hatche hatt dhore, mane tatka bia..
husband majhe majhe pichon poket ta te hatt buliye nichhe, bhabche r mone mone bolche'' ore toder anek kosto kore okhane vorechilum, toder charte icche kore na re''..kintu natun bou er mukh dekhe ki sob jeno mone portei r kichu mone hy na..  r ora pakka mature married couple, '' ami otai kinbo, tumi cholo 3 te dokane nei bole ki r dokan nei?''  pase ekta bachha babar kole bose tar jamar hisabe baysto..abar hotat proso'' baba maa je thamma k ei bocchor saree dite mana korlo? tumi tabuo kinle..? amake ice crem kine dao,, nahole bole debo maa ke..'' Etai holo sada khata te kalo kali diye katakuti khelar 1st stage... hotat ekta bachha kichu dhup niye ase bollo
'' dada ekta dhup kinbe?'' .........dhup ta bari te jalabo...tate kintu oi bachha tar nongra jamar gondho pabo na...

Manus @ Galigalaz

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Amader sorbonam jog kore name ta sunte motei bhalo lage na.. kintu sei gulo bisies gurutto purno bole amra onnoder bole thaki...ete ek prokar darun manosik tripti mele.,,asole manus nijer tripti r jonno anek kichu kore thake ei sovvyo somaje..kintu segulo samajik  niyom mene kore bole tumi take asobbhyo bolte paro na. jader amra asovyo boli tader sathe rastar niriho prani der tana tani kori..eteo khub anando pai amra , nijeder sovvyo bole kato sohoje tule dhorte pari...amra nijer mukhe nijeder gun gaiyte pari na.. lajja lage..amra asole sovvyo manuss to...

Amra kintu nijeder choritro ta khub samle rakhi..amder rastai keu kamre dile tader ghure amra kamrai na, boro jor gari chapa pore tar moron kamona korte pari. tao 21 din take dakhasona korar por.. sokal theke otai to asol astro..bazar e much er damm..sobjiwala kal 2to potol baje diyeche take 4 te palta upohar..jate ajj ektu besi pawa jai...bari te bharate k jol niye ek prostho kichu sonale ektu electric ta 3- 4 din kom purbe...,, tar majhe time moto rastar depo cheleder jore byke chalate dekhe hingsate jole 2 to adhunik kichu khisti suniye deya..
office jawar pothe Auto walar dan dike meye bosano niye r chokhe dekha..mone mone hingsa ta k chepe
sei khisti ta bus conductor k signal kahwar jonno ujar kore deya...eto kichur por abr bari fire parar adda te young gosthir theke kichu natun word sikhe neya... karon ,,,Robi thakur bole gachen..'' yug er sathe tal miliye cholte hoy....na hole.................................................''  ( na hole name er sathe sorbonam sunte hoy)..

college memo...

Amader New Building er office.. ekhane naki sir der bosar kotha...akhon hoyto bosen.. amra kotojon k dekhtam seta thik mone porche na...asole Barir tution gulo sere asten to college a ,,, tai hoyto...

Amader classroom.. life study class.. Samir oi chair ta te bose smoke korto...tate naki concentration bare...

Sutapa to moja dekha chara kichu janto na,,tai seta kortei baysto thakto...r Sohinir sei chador...jeta amader khub thanda lugle nak mukh muchte kaje
lugto.....oi chador ta ekbar Suvhonkor niye gachilo..tarpor ''bromha janen''.....








Amader Suparna.....

or chul chilo bishal....seta niye amader jato tanatani..
anek kichu sojjho koreche ora.. kono din kichu bole ni...tobe amra norom mati pele tobei achor ditum....
stone er opor daag deyar chesta kortam na...bekkar.
asole stone sob somoy jol a dube jai ...vese thkte pare na...tai amra stone aviod kortam.....

Class er jato paglamo naki ami kortam...
baki  r ki korto seta amr jana ache..
Jake bhoy dekhachhi se je nije akta vampire seta age jantam na.. pore bujte perechi...
bappre...Avisek...oke to sir exam e dhukte day ni..
bole ''tomr dada exam dicche? tumi baire boso''
ha ha ha ha... akdom bachha dekhte chilo....

Siddhartha.. amra oikhane bosei 2nd flr theke Meye dekhtum...1st year berole balcony te line lege jeto..
egulo abr amader class er meye der bhalo lugto na..
bolto naki amra khub asobbhoy.. meye dekhi..
asole oder patta na diye 1st year k dekhchi..tai hingssaaaaa.....

College er Saradin ei bhabei kete jeto.. chuti te thakte partam na.. saradin kibhe kete jeto k jane...

Adda chara r kichu te bhalo chilum na. jekhane sekhane.. ektu suru holey holo... seta toilet hok ba rastar dhar...




Niche ekta pic dekha jachhe... oi meye ta ke jani k ?
lukiye lukiye chobi tola...cha khete khete kaj gulo hoto..dosh ta subho r ghare porto.. karon amader takhon cam phone chiloi na...or chilo...
amra oke insp. kortam chobi tulte seta onno bayypar...

erokom meye dekhata Samir r Chandan khub bhalo korto..
sobtheke bhalo lagto jokhon meye ta kirom dekhlo seta bolto.
r chandan bolto r Samir er mukhta aste aste haa hoye jeto.
.r bolto '' ta ta  tarpor  ta ta tarpor'' aktu kotha atkato to tai...

Eta sei Sonu r cha dokan..4 yrs dhore amader sob kichu sojjho koreche..asa kori akhono tai kore..
sudhu mukh gulo change hoye gache..r
Exhibition er somoy anek kaj..sobai kato busy ...amra oto lok dekhate partam na...kaj amrao korechi..saradin adda merechi,, sobar pichone legechi.. PNPC korechi..

Bes moja lugto jakhon sara ratt eksathe sobai kaj kortam..bes kichu senior dada chilo jara boro boro battela chara r kichu korto na...tarpor suru hoto bes kichu meyeder  neki neki Natok.. painting selection niye kato natok dekhechi...sir er der gaye dhole porlei tomar kaj selection pakka....

Subho, Exhibition er ager din ratt a.. er por kaj suru hobe...sobar jokhon kaj ses hoto, amader suru hoto..

tar majhe to kichu bhul bhal kaj kormo kortei hobe...
na hole r ki holo.. Samir , HIrok sei sob kaje khub potu..kauke ghumote dito na...
mone ache, Arnab er hatt er ekti bises jaiga te Fevicol lagiye diyechilo... se sokale uthe je kotha gulo bolechilo segulo r likhte parlum na ...sorry.

Exhibition er ratt. college ta k vison sundor lugto..
kono 7 star hall er theke kom kichu na..
sobai jakhon seje guje ase hajir hoto, takhono amra half pant pore edik odik chute beratam..
ami jani ekbarr amr jonno keu ekta pant r t shirt ene diye chilo. seta pore ami stage a uthechilum speech dite...ami 2 din bari aste time pai ni...college ei chilum..tai jama pant gulo r pore thakar moto chilo na...

Hisaab melena ,,, jakhon ei purono building er sei bhanga chader siri.. suk dukkho share korar ... natun meye potanor plan.. senior der gali deya... sob kichur sakhhi ei siri...ei chilekothar chad...jeta amra oi new building a giye anek miss korechi...
eta souryeya,,, o thik oi khanta tei bosto..r ami ekta siri niche bostam..








Mone pore sei last dinta... amra sob kota chele ,,
toilet a ase adda dichhi... keu kono kotha bolte parchi na... sobar buke ekta chapa kanna .. ..r ekhane bose adda dite parbo na... 4te year boro katha na...ami jani na baki ra ki feel korechilo..bt ami amr buke hatt rekhe bolte pari.. amar cless er sobai soman kosto peyechilum...

After 12 years, anek kichu palte gache. anek gulo choto choto prithibi jonmo niyeche amader asepase. akhon segulo ke songe niye cholar pala. anek kichu mathar theke beriye gache,
anek kichu jor kore mathai asroy deya hoyni. karon mathar ekhon boyos hoyeche. khali paye hatar khomota hariye felechi sobai. keypad theke touch screen e asechi. saradin choker samne sobai vese othe barbar...tobe sobar makeup kora mukh guloi choke pore , karon asol ta khub voyonkor.. sobar samne aste pare na sei mukh. mukh vorti kasto, khide , daiyitto , porisrom....esob dakhano jai naki...

jai hok...amra akhono erokomi achi .....

Roj Namcha...

4th September, 2011- Sunday

Sokaler ghum ta bhangte chai na. paser barir birokto howa kajer mashi jhon jhon kore bason fele ghumta bhenge dilo, anek baje 11ta. Jaa…ajj bodhoy jol kine khete hobe.

 Gaan cholche akhono laptop a ..kal sara ratt choleche.  Baire beriye sei ak chobi..

Khali gaye gamcha joriye beguni cheke tulche..kalo neri tar jaigatao aki ache..bench a oi lok ta roj paper niye bose gultani mare..roj roj natun topic…

Ajj ki jeno messi r khelar bhul gulo niye bokche…amr akhono bhaloi deri hobe mone holo…monu dar bari theke bou er chitkar asche…chele k khawano cholche bodhoy..

2 to chele cycle niye ki sob fis fis korche..r tader chok duto kol tola te dhile dhala boudi kapor kachche tar dike…more er mathai bondho dokaner siri tai tin jon bose ki sob bolche r fak fak kore hasche…ora saradin oi khanei thake..tution er meye gulo beroi tader samne jore gann  na korle oder thik din bhalo jai na…hotat kore kai mai kore uthlo sobjiwali…

Parle bazaar er bag kere nai…ekhane messi theke dhoni te giye poreche.. sekhane India cricket er durdin nia gurutoro alochona cholche… beguni gulo ai tel peye chorchor kore lafiye uthlo…kol tolata faka ,,tai chele duto mukh bayzar kore ekhono dariye… hoyto monbasona puron hoy ni..tai wait korche ..abar jodi keu ase..

R ekjon ese ‘’ ki re, hobe naki? Ajj ektu muri khabo bhablum..beguni ache..’’ O’’ deri hobe? Tahole cha de kheye ni’’.. ei lok ta k kakhono ami cha chara kichu kinte dekhini..

Odike mach er dam niye suru hoye gache.. pase beral ta bose sudhu du joner mukh er dike dekhche r bhabche kakhon ektu kanta tar dike chure debe…

Manu kakima tar chele k marte marte niye jachhe rasta diye, tar hatt a duto beer er khali bottle..hoyto ogulo kuriye peye bikkri korte giyechilo…pore sunlum na… o gulo or baba rekhechilo bikkri korbe bole..tai maa dhoreche…beguni ready.. packet juliye chollam.. bazr er dike.. paper kinte hobe..