my last 8 years

Ami Kolkati asechi 2003. jakhon amr ei sohor nia bises kichu dharona chilo na..boro boro bari..lokjon sob kichu dekhe amar nijeke kemon jeno mone hoto..tader life syle, tader anondo gulo amar kache bes notun mone hoyechilo. Sonarpur a dinu dar barite ase 1st night ta katiyechi.amra 3 jon.. ora sobai beriye jeto sokale ami saradin pencil r drawing khata..kichu korchi ki korchi jani na...aste aste ratt hoye asto..ranna korte jani na..try korlum.. anek boka khelum..keu to sekhai ni...maa er sathe ektu adtu khunti nara to r ranna kora na...ki korbo.. sob kichui korlum.. ranna kora ,, bason dhowa,, jama kacha..sob kichu soe galo...je somoy ta maa k sob cheye besi dorkar chilo sei somoy thekei maa k pelum na..anek ratt kichu na kheye kete gache, ki korbo? kakhono stove a tel nei,, kakhono chal nei..college er entrance exam ta 2 to buiscuit keye diyechilum...mone ache..
tar por jakhon ek bondhur bari te PG hoyw thaklum takhon kota din bhalo chilum..kichu din por jaiga holo balcony te ekta boro bench a.kono rokome bichana ta pete soa..tobu ekta family te chilum.. onara khub bhalo...
kintu besi din parlum na...oi balcony te jhor jol bristi ..thanda.. 4 years sojjho korlum... maa phone kore bolto'' sorir bhalo to? kono asubidha nei to''?  sotty bolte partam na...mithey ta bolte hoto...akhon ekla thaki..
aste aste akla hoye gachi...amr ghor..amr sathe mise jai...amr kache kichu putul ache...anek a bole keno kinechi...amr kono ans nei tader deyar moto...tader ota bojhano jabe na.. ami jakhon natun ghor a asi amr kache kichui chilo na..just ekta joler bottle,, r ektu bichana..amr bhabte bhalo lage ami nije ekta ghor sajate perechi...jani kaj ta emon kichu boro kaj na...but tobuo amr bhalo lage...asole anek used hoyechi .anek kichu dekhechi..anek kichu sikhechi ei 8 years a.. anek problem face korechi aka aka...eta dorkar chilo.. Thnx God..Thnx to my mom and dad...ami jani na ami katodur jete parbo...life ta kothay giye darabe. but jetuku korlum nije korlum...eta bhebei khusi hoy...